放下

你很厉害，一句话就能让我气你很久。
也会让我把想告诉你的事都藏了起来。
这样也好，能让我好好的向前走。
不好再让我回头看了。。。

我星期一就开始上班了，
是时候收拾一下心情，
把往事（悲伤的事）都忘掉。

我曾说过我有了目标，有了打算。。。
现在，也真的是时候开始往我的目标前进。
我说了我可以，我就一定能达成。^^

Have a little faith ❤

p.s. This is to all my blog readers : 千万不要让心情做决定。
Do not let your emotions make decisions.

这很重要，要记得哦！=)

Time

There's not reason to dislike you but i just can't help.
At the mean while, i want to be like you.
Not totally but some part of you.

The only thing that matters is time.
I need time, we need time, everyone needs time.
We'll see.
Hehehe (smirk)

It's time

Ok, here is the thing that keeps bothering me a few months ago until now.
It's an unknown feeling.
I know it sounds stupid but i really can't figure what kind of feeling is it.
It's a feeling that i cannot explain.
It's a feeling that i don't even know if it's real or true or even exist...
What i can tell is this feeling makes me sad, so sad that it depressed me a lot.
And i think it has something to do with my pass, the days before i came back to KK.

The point is,
I'm about to start a new job here and it's time for me to stop this annoying feeling!!

Feelings are shadows of thoughts - Michael Ryce," Why Is This Happening to Me...Again?"

It was told that we, our feelings are created by our own thoughts.

'' It happens at such a lightning fast speed that you don't hear the thoughts as they whiz into a feeling.'' writes Joe Vitale.

Our feelings are from our thoughts. Change our thoughts, and we'll change our feelings.

From that, i decided not to think about what's bothering me and put it aside.
Bring myself back to the life before i further my diploma.
I know it's kinda vexatious in making such an unreasonable decision but i think it's the only way to do so.
Hope it works for me!

My 21st

My 21st b'day.

The simplest b'day ever.

I would like to thank my family, cousins and all my friends who wished me Happyb'day ^^

I actually made my wishes right after the clock strikes to midnight. 12.oo a.m. (8th Nov 09) =)

the 1st wish - I wish everyone of you will live in a happy life forever!! =D
the 2nd wish - I wish i can have a boyfriend !! perhaps?? ><

the 3rd wish - Can't tell, it's a secret ;)

离开了空虚感

我回来了，回到了那个属于我的地方。
也离开了，离开了那个只带给我空虚和恐慌的地方。
其实，我并不讨厌吉隆坡。
也有很多朋友都问过我为什么不要待在吉隆坡找份工赚钱。
我就是不要，总觉得我是时候回家了。。。
但这也并不代表我不会再回去了（呵呵）
说得那么好听，要我回去也得等个几年吧！

说真的，这两年以来，我待在吉隆坡的目的也只有念书。
最期待的就是交新朋友和探险一下新环境。
不过现在书念完了，朋友个个都往各自的梦想前进，离开了当地。。。
住也住了两年，不觉得无聊都是假的。
总觉得留在那里好像都没有什么意义似的。不是吗？

你们没有这样的感觉是因为就算你们没有了朋友，你们还是有爱人以家人的关照。
而我在那里，没有了朋友就等于没有了一切。
所以朋友对我来说是很重要，很重要的。

有时候你们会觉得我独自一个人逛街做事，是件了不起的事。
但我只能告诉你，独自一个人，我可以，并不代表我能撑得住每一次的‘独自一个人’。
原因就在于我撑得了孤独，支撑不了孤单。

说了这么多，到头来都很像在说我自己很寂寞酱。 =='' （哈哈哈）
你们可不要可怜我啊~我不怎么是个喜欢被同情的人，我很好，真的 ^^
麦克杰逊都说了 You are not alone 不是吗？
哈哈哈哈！！想起这首歌就觉得好笑！XD

我已经有打算了，只是因为年尾要到中国玩一玩，看看世界。。。
不懂何时开始新生活罢了 =）
朋友们，你们也要加油啊！！！我们有缘再见吧！！！='D

P.S. 我有个秘密目标要达成，我这秘密也是我所谓的15+5=20 （呵呵呵呵呵）
加油啊Becca！！

What a crap i am

Okay, to tell the truth, i'm IN the office now, sitting in my place, staring at the computers for hours and i finally decided to update my blog...
It's not that i have nothing to do but i just don't have the mood to work!!!
How can we, the designers(ok, i admit i'm just a trainee now), sit in the office doing the same thing over and over again?!
I'm not a workaholic!!!
I wanna go out!!! anywhere, to learn, to see, to observe...
But it's ok, 2 more weeks to go and i'm done with this!!!

Working

I'm so sick and mad of doing the same thing again and again!!
And i find no love around here...
I miss my old life...
I wanna get back home~